I'm sorry, I just can't let go of it. This is making me reevaluate our entire relationship. Why do I act the way that I do sometimes? I can't help but compare it with how I was with my last boy. I don't want him anymore, but I do miss how he treated me sometimes. He always made me feel special. You do not. You're such a contradiction. You worry that I act the way I do with you because that's just how I am, but then you tell me that we'll easily find other people that will be better for us. It's not true. I guess I'm in no position to say. You've tried a lot more than I have. I barely tried to find you, and I thought that I had found someone that I could be with forever. You tried and dated a lot of people and you said that I was the best that you've found and you're still reluctant to try? Why are your expectations so high? Why do you demand so much of me?
You're exhausting. I miss you.
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